“Where did you get this?” I ask softly, holding up the pin.
He glances at it, shrugs. “The lady gave it to me.”
“The same one. The nice one.” He smiles. “She says it’s for you.”
The room feels suddenly too small. My skin prickles. “When? When did you see her?”
He thinks, frowning with the intensity only a child can manage. “Outside. By the playground. She watches me on the swing.”
My knees nearly give out.
The playground is two blocks from our house. I take him there almost every afternoon. I run through every face I can remember—mothers with strollers, teens on their phones, elderly couples walking dogs. No woman stands out. No one who looks like the one from the mall with her calm smile and steady eyes that seem to know things she should not.
That night, I cannot sleep. I keep the pin on my nightstand like a tiny, shining warning. Every sound jolts me awake. Floorboards creak. Pipes tick. Wind presses against the windows. My son sleeps peacefully in the next room, unaware that fear sits on my chest like a living thing.
The next afternoon, I take him to the playground again, my nerves stretched so tight they hum. I scan every bench, every shadow. My phone is ready in my hand. He runs toward the swings, laughing, small shoes slapping against the pavement.
Then I see her.
I walk toward her, my steps stiff. “Who are you?” My voice shakes despite my effort.
She turns to face me fully now. Her smile is gentle. Too gentle. “You remembered the pin.”
“I found it on my son’s bag,” I say. “Why are you giving him things?”
“To remind you,” she answers. “You forget easily these days.”
A cold wave rolls through me. “We have never met before the mall.”
She tilts her head. “Not like that, no.”
My heart races. “Then how?”
My breath catches. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Her mouth softens, not into a smile now, but into something sad. “Yes, you do. You just don’t remember it yet.”
Anger flares through the fear. “Stop speaking in riddles. Why did you take my son at the mall?”
Her face turns serious immediately. “I never take him.”
“He vanished for two hours,” I snap. “The police searched everywhere.”
“And I bring him back,” she answers gently. “Safe. Unharmed. The same way you do for mine.”
My vision swims. “You’re not making any sense.”
“There is a reason the pin returns to you,” she says. “It is a mirror. A reminder. A promise.”
I grip my phone tighter. “If you do not leave right now, I am calling the police.”
She does not flinch. “They cannot touch what they cannot understand.”
My stomach drops. “Stay away from my child.”
Her voice lowers. “I already do. Always.”
She steps back toward the oak tree. For a split second, a strange dizziness washes over me, like the world lurches out of alignment. I blink—and she is gone.
Not walking away. Not hidden behind the tree.
Gone.
That night, memory starts to crack.
It hits in fragments first—blurred images, sensations without full shape. Sirens. Rain streaking a windshield. A child’s scream that is not my son’s. My hands gripping wet pavement. Blood on my sleeves that is not mine. I wake shaking, gasping, the taste of metal in my mouth.
In the morning, the pin lies on my pillow.
Days pass, but the feeling grows stronger. Everywhere I go, I sense I am being watched—not in a threatening way, but in a way that feels… faithful. Protective. As though someone is waiting.
The dreams become clearer.
I stand on a slippery roadside at night. Headlights spin wildly. A car is crushed against a tree. Smoke curls into the air. A child cries from the backseat, trapped, glass everywhere. I am not alone. Another woman works beside me, blood running down her forehead as we wrench the door open together. We pull the boy free seconds before the engine bursts into flame.
Then the memory shifts. I am in a hospital hallway. The same woman clutches my hands with trembling fingers. “You saved him,” she whispers. “I will never forget this.”
I wake in tears, the truth slamming into me with crushing force.
The woman from the mall.
The oak tree.
The hairpin.
She is the mother.
And I did save her child.
The problem is—I do not remember when it happens because it has not happened to me yet.
The realization steals my breath.
Time feels suddenly unstable, as if it breathes with its own will. I understand now why her words feel folded in on themselves. Why her eyes carry both gratitude and urgency. She is not reaching back from my past—she is reaching backward from her future.
And somehow, that future already knows me.
The next afternoon at the park, she appears again. This time, she sits on the bench openly. No hiding. No shadows. I sit beside her, my hands shaking.
“I remember now,” I whisper.
She exhales slowly, as if she has been holding her breath for weeks. “Good. That means we are still on the right path.”
“Path to what?” I ask.
“To keeping all the children alive,” she answers.
A shiver ripples through me. “You let my son vanish to force the memory to wake.”
Her eyes fill with quiet remorse. “I never let him be harmed. I only nudge the moment. Just enough.”
“You terrified me.”
“I know.” Her voice cracks. “I am so sorry.”
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