Emily’s gasp cut through the air. Heads began to turn. Mark’s eyes filled with tears.
“You left me,” I continued quietly. “I found out after you were gone. I didn’t tell you because you had already made your choice. Why would I bring a baby into that chaos?”
Mark tried to reach for Jacob, but I stepped protectively in front of him. “Don’t,” I said. “You don’t get to play father now. He doesn’t know you. He doesn’t need you.”
Jacob tugged at my sleeve, confused. “Mommy?”
I knelt and kissed his forehead. “It’s okay, sweetheart. We’re going home.”
Behind me, I heard Emily’s voice break into a sob. “You destroyed everything, Mark!”
She shoved him away and stormed off through the crowd, leaving him standing there — hollow-eyed, broken, and alone.
A Past That Wouldn’t Let Go
I thought that would be the end of it. But it wasn’t.
In the following weeks, Mark began to appear — quietly, persistently. Outside my apartment building. Near the hospital. Once, even outside Jacob’s daycare.
He never shouted, never demanded, but his eyes carried the weight of regret. Every time he saw me, he said the same thing:
“Please. Just let me see him.”
Until one evening, after tucking Jacob into bed, I found an envelope slipped under my door. Inside was a letter, written in shaky handwriting.
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