“I know I failed you both. I see him in my dreams every night. I can’t undo what I’ve done, but please — let me try.”
I sat there for a long time, the letter trembling in my hands.
Maybe Jacob deserved to know the truth. Maybe I was only punishing us both by keeping Mark away.
The First Meeting
After weeks of sleepless nights, I agreed to a supervised visit at a small park near my apartment.
Mark showed up early, nervous and pale. He didn’t bring flowers or gifts — just a small book and a look of quiet hope.
Jacob stayed close to me at first, hiding behind my leg. But when Mark gently offered to push him on the swing, my little boy finally laughed — a bright, bubbling sound that cut straight through my chest.
I turned away so neither of them would see the tears in my eyes.
After that, there were more meetings. Short ones at first, then longer. Mark never missed a visit. Rain or shine, he came. Slowly, Jacob began to trust him — asking questions, calling him “the nice man from the park.”
I still couldn’t forgive Mark completely. Some wounds never close fully. But as I watched Jacob’s face light up when his father arrived, I understood that this wasn’t about my pain anymore. It was about my son’s heart — and giving him the choice to know his father.
Finding Peace
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