The will reading was efficient and unremarkable, almost painfully so. My half-sister and I sat across from each other in the lawyer’s office, surrounded by shelves of leather-bound books and the faint smell of old paper. Everything unfolded exactly as expected. She received the house, the savings, the investments, the tangible proof of a life carefully catalogued and reduced to assets. The lawyer spoke in calm, neutral tones, listing deeds, accounts, and figures as though reading from a grocery list. I felt strangely detached, as if I were watching someone else’s life being divided. When it was finally my turn, the lawyer paused. Just a moment longer than necessary. Then he cleared his throat and said a single sentence that felt almost absurd in its simplicity. I was left my father’s cactus. That was it. No explanation. No elaboration. My half-sister let out a short laugh, not cruel, but dismissive. She spoke of responsibilities, of children to raise, of practical needs. She said I was independent, capable, already established in my forties. I didn’t need more. I nodded and said nothing. There was no point in explaining something I wasn’t sure I could yet articulate myself. I accepted the cactus, its ceramic pot warm from the sunlight of the office window, and carried it home as carefully as if it might shatter.
In the days that followed, I found myself paying closer attention to the cactus, noticing details I had never bothered to see before. I remembered my father once saying that he admired cacti because they survived on very little, because they endured long periods of dryness and still found a way to grow. At the time, I had dismissed the comment as idle observation. Now it felt like confession. Three days after the will reading, my half-sister called. Her voice was hesitant, different from before. She said she had been thinking about the cactus, about how it had always been there, about how it reminded her of our father in ways the house never could. She asked if I would consider giving it to her after all. I declined politely, without anger or satisfaction. It wasn’t about winning or losing, fairness or revenge. It was about holding on to the one thing that felt untouched by negotiations and expectations. Caring for the cactus slowly became part of my routine. Watering it carefully, turning it toward the window, checking the soil. It felt less like maintenance and more like conversation, a quiet continuation of something my father had started.