After a long flight and a short drive, I arrived at the address printed on the envelope. The apartment building was ordinary, with neat hedges and peeling paint.
“Roy,” he said softly. “I did not think you would ever come.”
“I got her letter,” I replied. “Where is she?”
We drove there together. Walking down that hallway toward her room, I felt like I was carrying ten years of questions on my back.
When I stepped into her room, I saw her lying against a stack of pillows. She was thinner, paler, but unmistakably Jen. When she saw me, her eyes filled with tears.
I took her hand. “I am here,” I said. “I am not going anywhere.”
“I am so sorry,” she said again and again. “I thought I was doing the only thing I could.”
We talked for hours. About the wedding day. The lost years. The people we had become. Beneath the pain, something gentle stirred between us, familiar and comforting.
Two Months Of Love And Letting Go
The next two months were some of the hardest and sweetest days of my life.
We laughed. We cried. We forgave.
Her illness moved faster than anyone had hoped. There came a morning when the room was filled with soft light and quiet music, and I knew our time was nearly over. I held her hand and told her that if the only thing we ever got was those years in college and these last weeks together, I would still be grateful.
Later, we held a simple, beautiful service beneath a maple tree she could see from her hospital window. The breeze moved through the leaves, and I said goodbye to the woman I had loved since that day in the hallway with the scattered books.