I wasn’t always the strong woman people saw today. For most of my life, I was the quiet school librarian—the kind who cherished routine and preferred the soft rustle of pages over loud conversations. I was known around town for my Friday tradition of baking blueberry muffins and knitting baby blankets for every new child baptized at our church. Life was steady and predictable.

Anna often told me, “Mom, you worry too much. Ethan’s going to be just fine.” But no amount of reassurance could prepare me for how quickly life can shatter.
I was 53 when I received the call about the plane crash. The weather was terrible that day—a rain-soaked flight ended in tragedy due to mechanical failure. There were no survivors. Just moments before, I had been laughing with Anna on the phone about a silly thing Ethan said at preschool. Then, in an instant, she was gone. Continue reading…