Those first few months were unbearable. I couldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep, couldn’t even walk past a mirror without seeing failure staring back at me.
Eventually, I threw myself into my work at St. Mary’s Hospital, taking every shift offered to me. The exhaustion became my shield — the busier I was, the less I had to feel.
And then, in the middle of that lonely fog, came something unexpected — a child.
A boy named Jacob.
Only a handful of people knew. I kept my pregnancy quiet, guarding my secret fiercely. When Jacob was born, I held him in my arms and realized that, despite everything, life had given me something pure.
Raising him alone was hard — impossibly hard some days — but he filled my world with meaning again. His laughter replaced the silence in my apartment. His little arms around my neck made every sleepless night worth it.
For four years, I lived quietly. No drama. No contact with my family. Just me and my son, building something steady from the ashes.
The Day the Past Came Back
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