Three days before our dream anniversary trip to the Maldives, my world suddenly flipped upside down—I had a stroke. I was at home, chopping bell peppers for dinner, when everything changed in a heartbeat. One moment, the knife was in my hand; the next, it fell to the floor with a loud clatter as I collapsed, unable to move.
A strange numbness crept up the left side of my body. My mouth wouldn’t form words. My thoughts felt trapped behind thick, foggy glass.
I wanted to tell him not to leave me, but the words were stuck inside me, locked away. The ambulance came fast. At the hospital, they ran tests.
I heard words like “moderate ischemic stroke” and “partial facial paralysis” floating around me like scary ghosts. The hospital room was cold and smelled of antiseptic. Machines beeped loudly, and the nurses spoke in soft, careful voices that made everything feel even more unreal.
Half of my face refused to move. When I tried to speak, my words came out slurred, as if I’d had too much cheap wine, the kind Jeff always bought. My whole life changed in an instant.
Fear washed over me again and again, making me relive that terrifying moment on the floor. On my second night in the hospital, lying awake while fear buzzed in my head like angry yellowjackets, I made a decision. I had to fight through this.
I couldn’t give up. Then, I remembered our anniversary trip—the trip Jeff and I had dreamed about for a whole year. We had been saving up for it, planning to celebrate 25 years of marriage in the Maldives, with white sand beaches and crystal-clear waters perfect for snorkeling.
Now, I wasn’t sure if I’d ever make it. Not like this, lying helpless in a hospital bed. But I clung to that dream like a lifeline, telling myself that maybe, just maybe, once I got better, we could still go.
I tried to smile at the thought, but only half my mouth cooperated. On the third day, my phone buzzed on the bedside table. It was Jeff.
His face lit up the screen, and for a moment, I felt relief wash over me. “Hey,” I said, my voice thick and slow. “Sweetheart, about the trip…” Jeff’s voice had that serious tone—the same one he used when he told me his second business was failing.
