My Brother Wont Sleep in His Bed, He Says the Cow Knows the Truth!
“Don’t open the red toolbox,” he begged, his voice cracking. “And whatever you do, don’t show them the photo. Please. Promise me.”
I promised him, mostly to get him to let go of my arm, but the words “red toolbox” echoed in my mind for the rest of the day. My father has dozens of toolboxes, most of them scattered throughout the workshop and the tractor shed. I spent the morning searching, moving through the rust and the grease of the farm’s mechanical history. I finally found it tucked away in the crawlspace beneath the floorboards of the tool shed, hidden under a pile of moth-eaten burlap sacks. It was an old, battered metal chest, the red paint flaking off in jagged scales.
Below the photograph, tucked beneath a heavy set of iron wrenches, was a collection of objects that made no sense: a single silver cufflink, a set of keys to a car we don’t own, and a small, leather-bound diary that didn’t belong to anyone in our family.
The realization hit me with the force of a physical blow. The “truth” that Daisy the cow knew wasn’t a childhood accident or a broken window. It was something far more permanent. I remembered the news reports from last fall—the hiker who had gone missing in the state park bordering our land, the searches that had come up empty, and the way the police had eventually moved on, citing the vastness of the wilderness. Continue reading…