As my late husband’s best friend asked me to marry him, I believed I’d already faced the hardest parts of grief and said yes. Yet on our wedding night, standing in front of an old safe with trembling hands, my new husband said words that made me question everything I thought I knew about loyalty, love, and second chances.
I’m forty-one now, and there are days I still can’t quite believe this is my life.
For twenty years, I was Peter’s wife—not in some glossy, storybook sense, but in the real, imperfect, deeply meaningful way that truly counts. We lived in a four-bedroom colonial with creaky floors and a back porch that always needed repair. We raised two kids who filled the house with noise, mess, and laughter.
The house feels wrong without them… without Peter. It’s painfully quiet, almost as if it’s holding its breath.
Peter used to call our life ordinary, and he meant it as the greatest praise.
He’d insist on fixing things himself, even though we both knew he’d probably make them worse. I’d pretend to be annoyed while secretly watching him mutter at the kitchen sink.
He wasn’t perfect. He drove me crazy more than once. But he was reliable, gentle, and made me feel safe in a way I didn’t even realize I needed until it was gone.
Six years ago, a drunk driver ran a red light while Peter was heading home from work. A police officer came to my door, and I remember collapsing onto the porch, sobbing.
