
At forty-three, my body reminded me every day that it was no longer the resilient vessel it had once been.
My lower back screamed in protest with every twist and turn, and my hands burned from pushing carts, lifting groceries, and opening doors for my daughters, Ara and Celia.
Ara, fifteen, and Celia, seventeen, were home sick with colds, coughing and sneezing in bursts that filled the quiet house with tiny disruptions.
The divorce had left our home quieter than it had ever been, but quiet didn’t always feel peaceful.

The survival kit of a working mother, a kit honed over years of balancing exhaustion with responsibility, barely keeping us afloat.
I paused at the entrance of the grocery store, brushing a stray curl from my face and adjusting my coat.
His presence was reassuring, like a small anchor in a sea that never stopped moving.
He had always been steady, dependable, quietly kind, a rarity in a world that seemed to spin too fast for most of us. Continue reading…