Alongside it, I packed a first-edition WWII book he’d once said he wanted, and a container of my mother’s lemon bars—the recipe she’d taught me on a rainy day in 2008, hands sticky with sugar and memory.
The Words I Was Never Meant to Hear
When I arrived, I paused on the front porch, nerves fluttering like they used to on the first day of school. The screen door was ajar, and I could hear Gary’s voice from the kitchen, laughing into a phone call.
“I never loved her. Stayed for the house. Free rent, no mortgage. That’s the whole reason.”
The air left my lungs.
He laughed again. “And the kid? Just part of the deal. Made pancakes, went to school plays—it was all for show.”
I stood frozen. The man I was about to thank—the man I believed had filled the space my father left behind—had been performing. For ten years. Every birthday, every meal, every quiet moment of kindness. Manufactured.
Then came the worst of it.
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