I realized then how many people she had quietly carried with her. How many lives had intersected with hers without fanfare.
I shared this discovery with Eli. He nodded slowly. “She believed no one should feel invisible.”
One afternoon, I received a message from a woman who had volunteered alongside us. She thanked me for listening the week before, said it had helped more than I realized. I stared at the screen, humbled.
This is how it spreads, I thought.
Late one night, Eli and I sat on my porch, the air warm and still. Fireflies blinked in the yard, soft points of light against the dark.
“I used to think Christmas was the only time kindness mattered,” he said quietly. “Like it was seasonal.”
I shook my head. “She never saw it that way.”
“No,” he agreed. “She didn’t.”
We sat in silence, comfortable and unhurried. I felt a deep sense of gratitude, not just for Eli’s presence, but for the path that had brought us both here.
Losing my mother had been the hardest thing I had ever faced. But in her absence, she had left behind a blueprint. A way of living that made room for others without losing yourself.
As the year drew to a close, I found myself looking toward the holidays with something close to anticipation. Not because they would be easy, but because they would be meaningful.
I would cook. I would wrap an extra plate. I would show up.
And in doing so, I would feel her presence beside me, steady and sure, guiding my hands as she always had.
Love, I had learned, does not end. It adapts. It finds new paths. It continues, quietly, through the people willing to carry it forward.
That was her gift to me.
And now, it was my responsibility to pass it on. Continue reading…
