My throat closed.
I hadn’t seen him in almost four years—not since the chaos following the divorce. He’d always been the peacekeeper in their family, the one who apologized for their mother’s snide remarks, who slipped the kids little gifts on holidays, who told me privately that I deserved better than the man I’d married.
But after the divorce, after everything fell apart, he vanished. Didn’t answer calls, didn’t show up at birthdays, didn’t even send a card. I assumed he wanted distance from the whole mess.
Cleaning.
Buying groceries.
I stepped out from behind the couch before fear could talk me out of it.
Julian froze. The bowl he held clattered into the sink. He turned slowly, eyes wide, face pale.
“Of course I’m awake!” I snapped. “Why are you here? How are you getting inside my house?”
He swallowed hard, staring at the floor. “I… I’m sorry. I didn’t want to scare you.”
“I didn’t break in.” He reached into his pocket and pulled out a key. A small, worn silver key.
I felt sick. “How do you have that?”
“That was eight years ago,” I whispered.
“Then why—why now? Why show up in the middle of the night like some sort of—” I gestured vaguely “—fairy god-janitor?”
A breathy laugh escaped him, self-deprecating and sad.
“I didn’t know any other way to help.”
“Help?” My voice softened despite myself. “Julian… what’s going on?”
He leaned on the counter, running a hand over his face. He looked exhausted—deep lines under his eyes, shoulders slumped. “I’ve been working nights. Long shifts. I’d pass by your street on the way home. Every time, I’d see your lights still on at two or three in the morning. Sometimes I’d see you sitting at the table with papers everywhere, or lying on the couch looking completely drained.” Continue reading…