“I’m not ready for this,” he said, like fatherhood was a shirt he couldn’t wear. By my fifth month, I stopped checking my phone for him.
Now it’s just me, my mom, and Willow against the world. Mom helps while I work, and I tell myself the tight feeling in my chest is gratitude, not guilt. But she already raised kids once. She didn’t sign up for late-night bottles and diaper changes at 61, yet she does it without complaint.
That morning, after a long night shift, I walked in exhausted. My eyes burned, my body ached, my brain felt foggy—and the laundry basket was overflowing. I let out a long sigh.
“Guess we’re going to the laundromat, baby,” I whispered to Willow, dozing in my arms.
Mom was still sleeping, recovering from staying up most of the night with Willow while I worked. I didn’t want to wake her. She needed rest as much as I did.
I bundled Willow in her jacket, stuffed the dirty clothes into a bag, and headed out.
The laundromat was quiet, filled with the hum of machines and the scent of soap. One woman, maybe in her 50s, was pulling clothes from a dryer. She looked up and smiled warmly.
“What a beautiful girl,” she said.
“Thanks,” I replied.
Once she left, it was just me and Willow. I loaded everything into one washer—her onesies, my work shirts, towels, even her favorite elephant blanket—fed in the quarters, hit start, and sank into a hard chair.
I leaned back, telling myself I’d just close my eyes for a second… and then I fell asleep.
When I opened my eyes, sunlight slanted sharply through the windows. Fear hit me. Willow was still safe in my arms, but something felt… strange.
The washers had stopped. The room was quiet. And on the folding table beside me… my laundry. Folded. Every piece.
I froze. Shirts stacked into neat squares. Onesies sorted by color. Towels arranged like from a store shelf.
Someone had done this while I slept.
Panic flared. What if someone took something? Touched Willow?
But everything was there. She was fine.
Inside were diapers, baby wipes, two cans of formula, a stuffed elephant, and a soft fleece blanket. On top was a folded note.
“For you and your little girl. — J.”
My hands shook as I picked it up. I stared at the simple words, neat and deliberate. The laundromat was empty. Whoever “J” was, they were gone. Continue reading…