I was surrounded by people, yet I felt completely alone. A close friend of mine stood by my side, holding my hand, trying to offer support, but there was so much happening around me that I couldn’t focus on anything.
The sense of panic in the air was palpable, and I couldn’t escape the feeling that things were spiraling out of control.
The situation should have been something intimate—something personal—but it quickly escalated into a chaotic and terrifying series of events.
Instead of feeling the excitement that comes with a new experience, I felt a deep sense of dread, unsure of what the outcome would be. A simple moment that should have been private and empowering became something I couldn’t have anticipated:
a panicked bathroom scene followed by a rushed trip to the hospital, filled with what felt like endless hours of examinations and tests.
What was supposed to be a normal part of life for so many people quickly became something that I couldn’t control.Continue reading…