It sneaks up on you, tightens your chest, blurs your judgment, and sometimes pushes you toward decisions you later question.
One afternoon, overwhelmed by my emotions and unsure of how to move forward, I told Lynn she and the children needed to find another place to live. I told myself space would help us both. I imagined that distance might soften the heaviness, giving each of us room to breathe.
A few days later, while cleaning the kitchen, I noticed an envelope tucked beneath a dish towel. My name wasn’t on it. It was addressed to my son — written long before he left us. I hesitated, but something urged me to read it. With trembling hands, I opened the letter.
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