When my son Michael told me I wasn’t welcome for Christmas, I didn’t argue. I didn’t let my voice rise with the hot, familiar sting of indignation, nor did I demand a list of reasons that would only serve to hurt me more. I simply smiled—a quiet, thin expression—picked up my coat, and walked toward the door. At the time, Michael mistook that smile for the passive acceptance of an old man who had run out of fight. He couldn’t have been more wrong. It wasn’t the look of a man accepting a defeat; it was the look of a man finally achieving clarity. The noise of obligation that had hummed in the back of my mind for decades had finally gone silent. Continue reading…
