After Months of Silence, I Walked Into My Sister’s Apartment and Everything I Thought I Knew Fell Apart

I was seven years old when my life split cleanly in two.

One moment, I was sitting in the backseat of our car, coloring in a book that smelled faintly of crayons and vinyl. The next, I was waking up in a hospital room with pale green walls, staring at a ceiling that didn’t look familiar at all. A nurse spoke gently. A doctor avoided my eyes. Someone told me my parents weren’t coming back.

At that age, you don’t understand the shape of loss. You just feel the ground disappear.

My sister Amelia was twenty-one then. She should have been worried about classes, weekend plans, and a wedding she had already started dreaming about. She had a fiancé. She had a future that was unfolding exactly the way it was supposed to.

And in a single night, she folded that future away.

She didn’t hesitate. She didn’t argue. She signed papers, packed boxes, and became the person who stood between me and the world when I no longer had anyone else.

From that day on, Amelia was everything.

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