
While the adults in the reception hall murmured condolences over half-empty cups of lukewarm coffee, my four-year-old son, Ben, crawled under the banquet tables, blissfully unaware of the tangled grief and tension hanging over the room.
For one frozen moment, I scrambled to dismiss it — a misunderstanding, a childish misinterpretation, a moment taken out of context. But Ben raised his small hand and pointed directly across the room at Rachel, the woman who had been a “longtime family friend” of Arthur’s. In an instant, all the little warning signs I had brushed aside for months snapped together: the sudden overtime shifts, the phone that stayed face-down the second he walked through the door, the way he and Rachel always seemed to drift toward each other at gatherings when they thought no one was looking.
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